This blog is dying......Have been 11 months I dont even login and open it.


In U.S now, everything went fine. I do what I should do...live like a better person. Train myself to become independent and know how to make all kind of decisions for myself. Met some new friends. There were polite and easy going. But I always solo..........anything I do now....I always solo....My mum asked me...son how are you....got ppl accompanied you to lunch....I always lied to her...Sorry mum...sorry....I dont mean to lie to you. I just dont want you to worry about me. Many ppl think study in USA is easy....is not......I have so much pressure everytime I woke up. I told myself...I need to workhard dont waste my parents money...Those money they earned all from hardship.....


I am really alone........really.....I felt like...if continued like this...I would have leave the society already......原来被排斥是会习惯