This blog is dying......Have been 11 months I dont even login and open it.


In U.S now, everything went fine. I do what I should do...live like a better person. Train myself to become independent and know how to make all kind of decisions for myself. Met some new friends. There were polite and easy going. But I always solo..........anything I do now....I always solo....My mum asked me...son how are you....got ppl accompanied you to lunch....I always lied to her...Sorry mum...sorry....I dont mean to lie to you. I just dont want you to worry about me. Many ppl think study in USA is easy....is not......I have so much pressure everytime I woke up. I told myself...I need to workhard dont waste my parents money...Those money they earned all from hardship.....


I am really alone........really.....I felt like...if continued like this...I would have leave the society already......原来被排斥是会习惯

Xmas just around the corner....

* IGNORE THE CHAT BOX*

Started my holiday one week ago...^^....during this week...not much activities actually.....just spend few hours in church for choir and the Best drama practice.gym..badminton....both will be perform during the actual day of Xmas.....so looking forward..haha..

Now 10:50 p.m...just back from church attend a Christmas event that organized by a group of youth in church.....we played games.....exchange gifts....and performed a short Sketch and dance..because every group need to participate.....Well...I get a body shampoo I think from the gift we exchange...haha...and some snacks as well...not that bad...hehe.thx for that fellow...^^

My relatives from Sitiawan just arrived today from the hometown for holiday I guess...and came with my father's friend's family.......When I stepped into the house...waaa..gossip began."waa your son bla bla bla"..@@...and I still listen their conversation even though I close my door and updating this blog..@@....its so freaking annoying.....since we called them auntie...means we considered them as the elders. we respect them..when saw them I give them a warm smile called them "auntie"..but why they can't just show us good examples by knowing what to speak when you saw a person....Even though you saw ppl's weakness..not neccesary need to express out on the spot and the worst is infornt of that ppl that you are gossip-ing...I think all my friend that I know....have good attitude than them and know how to care about ppl's feeling than those EDLDERS....hng.........

Yesterday I went to Midvalley with my friends....hehe....not for movies "sad"...not for gaming....not for bday celebration....but to buy present for christmas...^^.....crowded....a rich feelings of Chirstmas because of the beautiful and tremendous decoration along with my favourite..Christmas song..hehe....

Monday...hehe..my second bro will arrive KL agn...to celebrate Xmas with us and also attend my grandma's 90 years old bday dinner in my hometown..^^....so looking forward......Has been long long time didn't saw him even though sometimes will chat with him in MSN....but then miss him as well....hope he also will bring back some nice souveniour from Korea..because now he actually in South Korea for 3 days before fly back to KL on monday night...

I still got 2 to 3 weeks of holiday..if not mistaken...I hope I can use this time wisely to enjoy and rest...but then....haha...It will be a very hectic holiday for me this time...because of the Xmas...I need to prepare lots of performance onshore and offshore..haha.......Beside all this busy things that I need to deal with...I really hope...crossing my finger to spend more time with my friends..and family......I miss badminton as well....I miss movies.....lots of nice movie nowadays...I miss my second bro..but I hope I can spend more time with him during this holiday.....and do my own things.....but then luckily i felt very happy and content even though I was very busy for those church activities......Friends that I meet......I always hope we can communicate more to fortify our relationship....During practice..I miss the way we encourage each other...^^....put our hands on others shoulder * pat pat*...haha...

Anyway....I hope that everything will go fine... as long as to my friends as well.....All the best to you all...and Merry Christmas...

p/s : No pics in this post..hope for forgiveness..^^"...

First day in Bangkok Trip...

All these pic..is those picture that I took during the trip. I just pick some of it..not all..if not I need to upload until Wawasan 2020..overall is quite okay..not that bad....haha....

Well...Bangkok.is the capital of Thailand.....The view its actually is a mix of KL and Singapore..but KL are more developed....during at night..the view of the city..a bit like in Singapore....=.=...

The first day in Bangkok....we arrive at around 11.30 local time..but in Malaysia is around 12.30......their time late us one hour.....then we check in to the hotel..but unfortunately...the hotel no electric...@@. their generator not as strong as ours....so we wait around 1 hour at lobby..after that got electric came back..we went to our room..take bath and sleep.
After check in..~~...
During waiting for the flight...boring..haha..take 1...for myself..
In the plane.....hehe...

Day 2 Bangkok

2nd day, we Woke up early in the morning around 6.30....take shower..prepared ourself..then go down to the lobby eat breakfast in the hotel..The 1st destination of the day is the Animal park on the way to Pattaya..we went there to watched animal show..like the crocodile show...elephane show and show on and on...

After that We went to watched Thailand Cultural show...hehe......see their tradisional dance...Thai BOxing....Their marriage ceremony..and so on...then eat dinner...Check in hotel...After that..we got a lots of free time..so we go shopping mall that nearby the hotel to shopping...my mum them go shopping around..but i didn't..I go there..just to walk see walk see..hehe......go gap lui...eh...Thailand really got hot chicks......haha...Pattaya is a night life entertainment City..thats why..during morning or afternoon...the city very quiet..because at night all the ppl came out to wet.and party..go pub..disco....very hectic during at night....if u walk around the street during at night..you can see all the ladies wearing sexy dress go to pub and bar to drinking and dancing.They dance til very high 1..some girls dance pole dance..fuyohh haha..I watched a bit from the taxi during the way back to our hotel....then after.. they will go somewhere else...you know la..I don;t want to mention....muahahaha..gg...
Look at this pic..what so unique is...they put baby tiger to drink pig's milk..they said..like that the tiger will be very beautiful and healthy and won;t be so fierce next time when they grow...
Thailand cultural show...
taking with baby tiger with my father and elder bro..
whole family in the animal park~~Finally back to hotel..very tired haha... my bro said I like taking advertising pic...@@

Day 3

3rd day, in pattaya.....we went Kohlarn island...we can play all the water spors over there....haha...and I also play water..hehe.....cool down myself.....in Thailand the weather sometimes very hot and cold..it depends..maybe now is raining session..that's why...After that..we went to the world largest gemstone factory....they explained how the gemstone being produced and so on...My parents bought ring...cost them few K..swt..I didn't buy..I just go there for window shopping....Then at night..most interesting part, we went to watched Aqua show...is the real Aqua....they are so pretty...I can't believe last time they are boys..of course you can see through it very easy...their bone....because male's body shape.somehow will bigger than original girl a bit...Some of their body shape even sexier than the normal girls..not all la....later i kena whack by the all girls..haha..

After the show..we went to the hotel....to try Thai massage...they came up to our room..hehe..don;t think other way round okay..haha...not bad.....quite comfortable..haha....
hehe..b4 go inside the speed boat take 1..they help me take...
hehe...playing water sports
yeah!!!
playing water..don;t know how to swim..~~
drying myself..got a bit like taking advertising pic..
with my tour leader....so young right!!!..
in the gemstone factory..near the bar...drinking while chatting..
Aqua show...all the pic below are aqua..they are male last time..but now is "female"...leng lui and sexy..geng!!!
hehe...18sx!!!..ntg de la..they cover lioa..with the paint i think..adorable!!

I like this girl the most..the center 1....really @@....cute.....
sexy dance!!!!...during their performance..

"nose bleeding"...jkjkThis pic dont think the other way ok......she helping me to massage..i just took it for fun..

Day 4!!! Bangkok trip..

4th day...This day..we sit bus back to Bangkok from Pattaya....then we visit to Safari world....and watched dolphin Show, cowboy show....and so forth.crowded..omg!!!!....so hot..haha...After that we go the central of Bangkok for Shopping..the shopping mall was so awesome...very nice design..ha ha....
At the bus...ntg to do.hehe....
This is the shopping mall...~~
This lady so brave....close inside there to feet the tigers..lol..
Took with my mum outside the mall..got a bit blur....
bangkok traffic also can compete with KL 1..
this little doggy so cute..omg!!..
play with my camera during my mum was shopping..Me alone outside the mall..hehe..

Last day of the Bangkok Trip( V5)

Last day, As usual we woke up at around 7.30...have breakfast in the hotel then went out to play!!!..Last destination before we eat our steamboat lunch is "floating market"..This market is a very old market...we need to sit boat...to go inside to the place....and a lots of people sell their things over there.....after that we eat lunch and then depart to Bangkok international Airport to come back to KL.......OMG.... started to miss some of the places over there. Here are the pics for the last day...
This pic...they help me to take de..I also don;t know when they took this pic for me.swt..see my facial expression..get stunned!!!.haha..
Crowded..this is the Floating Market

Snake~~~..
After the floating market..b4 eat steamboat.hehe...During our shopping time in the market...so many stores and tourist...
In Bangkok international airport...haha..going back home!!The air stewardess...leng lui eh!!!....

P/s: This trip..not that bad...for those who haven't visit to Bangkok..go ahead

For boys...lol....you won;t regret if you go Pattaya..serious.....hot chicks all around..you can go for their night life entertainment.......but get Visa from our GF or wife 1st..hehe...